Hypnosis session #2

Today was appointment #2 and my wallet is $390 (not $350 like I thought) lighter. We started again by just talking. Initially she suggested doing a regression to take me back to the first time I pulled, which I remember, to determine why I was pulling. Honestly, anytime someone tries to explain to me why I pull I get pissed off. I've tried for years to figure it out and honestly I dont think there is just one answer and I dont need someone else telling me what started it or why I do it in a multitude of situations- I just want to start. Needless to say, I said no to this idea. Just not for me.

So we moved on. I ran 7 miles this morning and have had some clients stressing me out so by the time my 4:00 appointment rolled around I was already feeling a little drowsy. She started out the same as before, stating I would go 'deeper' this time. Admittedly, I did feel much different and more intense then last time. Now comes the hard part- waiting to see if it worked.

To clarify on a few things- i was concerned because I still have felt an urge to pull. Apparently this is normal. The urge isnt expected to just disappear, but the will to not pull and to make the choice to not pull and give into the urge is supposed to get much stronger until it eventually becomes an unconscious decision. For example- I may still want to eat the delicious cupcake sitting in front of me but it becomes an easier choice not to eat it because my subconscious thought process wants to lose weight more so I turn the cupcake down. Does that make sense? Apparently from this point forward its just going to be easier for me not to pull. My fingers are still crossed (as are my legs, and arms and everything I can possibly cross). I also have another MP3 to listen to from todays session. We'll see what happens.