A long 4 days

I'm four days into my first monthly challenge and I'm having fairly good results although it has not been easy.

I have not smoked anything since Wednesday night. If I'm being honest, which I try to be on here, I will admit that I do like to smoke pot but with that I always smoke cigarettes, obviously neither of which are good for me. So I gave up both (cigarettes are obviously harder even though I dont smoke that much) and have been good for 4 days. Last night was definitely the hardest. After a fairly bad date on Friday night (date itself went well, the "after-date hangout" was incredibly awkward) I decided to stay in last night and work on my new firms website which I've been putting off for a while. Normally I might smoke a little pot to relax and get to work but obviously that is no longer an option.

Instead, after 3 days of no pulling, my anxiety got the better of me a little bit and I pulled from my right eyebrow which is now about half the size it should be. Ugh. Thankfully I didnt pull from anywhere else but that still sucked.

I have been exercising and this morning completed day 2 of the P90X workout (i waited until yesterday to start although I did work out all week). I have to say, if you are looking for a ridiculous work out, I HIGHLY suggest the P90x. It is seriously insane, I cant remember the last time I sweat that much. That also helps me stay on the no-smoking kick.

So, the last 4 days have been fairly successful with the only exception really being my horrible pulling last night. But at least I didnt let it go too far and 3 days is still better than 1. Now I'm going to make it at least 5 days, I know i can do it.