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I'm not sure what I have to report at this point- there have been good days and bad days. I'm not kicking trich's ass and it's not kicking mine. We are just dueling it out and sometimes I'm not sure who will win.

I still dont know why the last few weeks have been kind of sucky, I've been trying to pay attention to what is going on, what I'm eating, just general routine but I cant come up with much helpful information.

Starting this Friday I have about 10 days off- 10 days that I plan to relax, work on business stuff so I can really leave my job as planned, hang out with friends, hit the beach, just hang out. I cant recall the last time I stayed in town on a vacation and just caught up but I'm really looking forward to spending time with friends I dont get to see all that often. For a better part of the time off I'm going to try and stay at my parents, which is 8 more consecutive days then i've stayed there in about 4 years so we'll see how that goes. I love my parents but they can drive anyone crazy after 8 days (and i'm sure I'd drive them nuts too). I'm hoping that this time will also help with my trich- I tend not to pull as much when I'm not in my apartment and my mother does get on my case when I'm not doing well with it so hopefully that will be added motivation. Or perhaps that will cause me to only last 4 days and then head back to the city. We'll see.