Summer hair

Summer is a hard time to be without hair. That should be incentive enough for me to stop pulling but it just doesnt seem to have done the trick. What the hell is going on? I'm trying so hard to figure out patterns of when I pull the most but I cant seem to notice anything other than I just like to pull. It's relaxing. Pulling a hair can be so satisfying. And then you feel like shit.

On a positive note last week my hair stylist stated that hair tends to grow much faster in warmer weather. Hello small silver lining. So at least if i pull it out now it will grow back a bit faster. ha. I need to stop. I WANT to stop. Do i just not want it bad enough? I've really had enough. Dont you wish there was just a magic pill that could help us? Sure, we have a pill to help old men get erections but we cant come up with a pill to help all of us that feel self conscious every day because we pull our hair. Maybe we need to speak up more, make the drug companies see what a market their is, how much money they could make. Until then, we need to figure out a way to stop the damn pulling. Grrr....